The Revival

Oh my gosh! It's been ages since i last visited my blog and even longer than ages since i last published anything on it.. i feel sorry for my blog.. and for my little pet monkey hanging around the page..haven't even fed him in a year..

Anyhoos, i'm going to try and revive my blog by publishing at least 2 entries a month.. see.. so realistic! haha My blog has been dead for such a long time i don't even know if anyone visits my blog anymore.. sad but true..

Over the past year, i..
1) have had multiple panic attacks from the previous exam
2) had a fungal infection behind and at the sides of both my knees
3) shivered my ass off during winter
4) bought a bicycle, used it 3 times, kept it for 6 months and finally got Andrew to sell it off
5) went to Amsterdam.. haha.
6) rode the Nottingham Eye (yep it's the Nottingham version of the London Eye, it's probably 10 times smaller)
7) went to Singapore.. again..:)
8) met a whole lot of new friends :)
9) joined the gym to increase my fitness levels
10) developed this irritating patch of pimples on my forehead
11) learnt that life is spiraling towards a monotonous black boring hole
12) realised that my true ambition is to marry a rich man, work at the hospital part time and the rest of the time, do nothing but shop and meet up with my friends.
13) lost my favourite and v expensive watch.. sigh..
14) drove over a white kitten in the highway.. ( it appeared out of nowhere..it has been a year ago and i still am reminded of it till now :( )
15) became older.. sigh

One would expect to have done more than that over the course of the year.. but heck my memory is that of a goldfish.. I'm proud of myself for remembering all of that :)

Someone once told me, to believe is to succeed and to lose hope is to be no less than alive for which given any day, a person as hopeless as he may be would not be living at all. Beliefs should always come with wishes almost impossible to achieve, almost unicorn-like. Hence, cashing in believes so surreal would only curb great beginnings and hope for even better and unbelievable things to happen.

Someone once told me, beauty should always be appreciated as thorough as a piece of chocolate. A chocolate too precious to give up to indulgence yet too alluring to be left alone. Truth be told, beauty very significantly plays a role in our lives, be it an exquisite diamond cut so extreme in it's beauty, people only gage at it's very existence, or, wine so fine in it's taste, it graces hopes of poverished vinery owners ever-so-instantly.

Someone once told me, life is always what you make it to be. Like I always say, what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. Good things are always in front you, it just depends on how your read the picture. They pour upon you like sweet-nothings or fade like flowers in autumn. Materialistically or not.
Walk, skip and dance through life. Be, if not fully, mostly contented with what has been engraved in your circle of life. Although minute flaws creep up on you like disgusting little bugs you'd spend a lifetime contending, or, nails or pebblestones that worship ur feet when you've lost your shoes (haha.. where did THAT come from.. :)), you'd most certainly be able to label your life - perfect. :)

That someone is my subconscious.
Have you got one doing you right?

On another note,
Am coming back early February...

:)

Welcome me!! :)


Currently listening to: Sade

THUD..

*oh my gawd oh my gawd!! Someone, call a blogulance....

Check airway.. Airway is cleared..
.. Patient's not breathing..
Check pulse.. not felt?!?!

WHat to do?!?! What to do?!?!

Quick begin CPR..

1 chest compression, 2 chest compression.. 3.. 4.. 5.. .......
Give 2 breaths.. *hoo haa hoo haa*

Continue compressions.. 1 mississipi, 2 mississipi...

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After a looooong loooong time,
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Check pulse..
Patient's breathing..
*Phew*

Everyone (including me) wipes sweat off their faces using the back of their hands..




oh..
Well, that was me trying to revive my blog..
I feel like my blog is DEAD..
maybe it is..

Van Ren!! update blog more often!!

*spank spank*

sniff*

Anyhoo..
Merry Christmas everyone.. :)


hahaha..

p.s. my jaw is actually hurting from chewing too mcuh gum.. gosh..

New YEar's Resolution no.1, stop chewing so much gum.. :/

I want to scream.
I want to shout ravishingly uncensored ravaging porous words without thought and rationality. I want to desperately feed your soul of unrevolving plundering, hurt, sorrow and digustingly acceptable gibberish. I want to metamorphosise rocks into sand. I want to shout so hard, i would profanitise the little lamb song.

I want to be so rude, i strive to see myself in the mirror.
I want to erase the fact that rudeness is an incredibly weak and pityful man's attempt at showing mere strength and power. i want to see screaming and shouting as an antidote to incredible desperate attempts of liberation. I want to suck the life out of little scratch wounds. I want to dig at it and strangulate, every single strand of muscle.

I want to be silent.
Silence only breaks A person. Suicidal acts cure a person. And breaks them. Literally.

I want to ignore.
Ignorance is bliss.

p.s. I'm not bitter.. :)

Hair tips

HAIR TIPS



Lesson 1: Always make time for narcisism.. you'd be able to decide which hairstyle suits u best with loads of pictures...

This was how my hair looked in Jan 06





















Lesson 2: Take pride in styling your hair.. :)

In May, Man.. i've never been so proud of my hair.. *tear tear..haha




















Lesson 3: Never go to the hair stylist and say "CUT".. do elaborate... :)

Then it grew long and i had it cut it again..
This time it was really really short, at the top especially.. if u look at the pic carefully you'll be able to see the short spikes at the top of my head





















Lesson 4: Always look at the mirror before coming out of the house.. (I styled my hair in the car, i think.. i dunno how i let myself out of the house with such messy hair... the picture below is the best picture i could find of my hair.. only the fringe shows.. tee hee hee)

This is how my hair looked before i left to the UK.. the girl on my right is some brazilian (i think) model.. :)



















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Lesson 5: Read magazines on hair tips cause if you're actually abiding by my suggestions, you really do have hair problems..

This is how my hair looks at present time..
The colour effect the camera gives out is kinda cool.. The blonde-ish part used to be RED.. at present, my fringe is annoyingly long.. so much so i never leave my room without my trusty hairband or a bunch of clips.. and the short (or long) hair tickles the back of my neck CONSTANTLY.. damn irritating













































Damn i need a haircut..











LEsson 6: If all else fails, contemplate on shaving ur head, or just learn to deal with not caring about how u look..




I found this picture on someone's friendster page a couple of weeks back and i really like the pic.. so here's a pic of the wonderful imu bunch for all time's sake.. :)

Hello peeps!

It's been a long long long time since i last posted anything up..
I just completed my practical examination today and am in no mood to study.. figured i should make use of my time and put up something to entertain u guys.. :)
(esp the ppl flooding my flooblebox.. :))

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I've been sitting here for a good 5 minutes, staring at a blank screen wondering what i could possibly write about. For all the people who constantly (okay, fine, maybe a lot seldom now.. :)) check my blog to see if i posted anything new, you might have noticed that there hasn't been ANY updates for God knows how long.. hmmm.. I don't know if i'm suffering from some major blogger's block. I don't know if i'm just plain lazy. I don't know if i'm afraid of displaying my array of horrendous-nonsensical-disastrous-imcomprehendable-made-for-dumb-blondes-devastatingly terrible english. Honestly, i really don't know if it's me but my english, has just gone completely rubbish. I struggle to get words like "fix" or "strenous" out.. Can you believe it? My command in english is supposed to be expanding and improving now that i'm in the UK..

so anyway, i was talking to a couple of friends the other day what i've come to realise is that, not many people actually get down to read and understand what ever you have to blog about. Apparently blogs are mainly about the pictures and of course PRETTY people.

I'm going to succumb to my assumption and speculation and start posting random pictures.

Here goes.. well, i'll talk you through it so it's not just random pics.. :)


Egg Tart and I this picture was taken in manchester.. for the rest, go to kecohppl.blogspot.com.. :)



Moving on..
Here are some pics from London..
Andrew, being the sweet guy he is took me to London..
or, come to think of it, i was the sweet person .. I self-willingly accompanied him to London.. haha..
So anyway.. more pics..


Andrew and his friends at a birthday gathering.. i'm sorry can't remember the name of the restaurant.. am not going to try name the people in the pic cause i can't very well do so.. haha..
ok ok.. i'll try.. L to R Wen Yen, Pei Shuen (er.. i dnt think that's right.. Andrew, a little help here.. , Samuel, Samuel's friend, Samuel's brother(the guy far far back with the tinted glasses), Yih Yong, JUstin and Andrew..


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Wui Seng and i.. yep yep.. you Sri KL ppl.. still remember him? haha

L to R: Wen Yen, Wui Seng, Andrew:), Justin, Wei Shen, Yih Yong, Samuel and a girl

Andrew and Sophia

We went to Krispy Kreme at Harrods and had donuts which are to-die-for..

i only have pictures of the cups and the signs.. haha..

We went to starbucks and had ice-blended drinks.. it comes up to about RM35 a drink..
yep yep..



as you might have noticed, i might have lost my posing skills.. haha

Looked at the verywell known red double decker english buses



shopped..
watched a musical titled Chicage

and went to CNR for Malaysian foood...


Am too lazy to put up the pics from the previous pub crawl... not that i was sprawled-on-the-floor drunk or anything.. i'm just too damn lazy at the moment.. dealing with pictures really IS hard work.. I really can't imagine how people who i might add are very hardworking actually bother enough to photoshop pictures...

hmmm...

Till the next post.. ta ta.. :)

G'day!

This is my first post from the land of constant drizzles, unpredictable weather and thick accents.. :)

I left KLIA at 1155pm on the 24th of August.. It was kinda pathetic cause only Kah Heng and Lina was there to send me off.. But honestly, i really didnt mind. Kah Heng (so sweet of him) dedicated a very nice post to me.

When i got into the plane, i noticed that someone was seated on the seat allocated to me..
Turns out, there was some Thai (or at least i thought it was) guy seated on my seat.
I called the steward and as it turns out, there was some problem with the ticketing.. hehe.. They allocated both of us on to the same seat.
And since he was seated, i smiled at the steward and said, "Look the guy's so comfortably seated there with his family, so why dont you upgrade me instead.. hehe"
The steward, "Hmmm, i'll see what i can do.. "

So he walks off looking for the guy in charge of the tickets..
The guy in charge of the tickets frantically looked around the economy seats looking for an extra seat.
After everyone was seated, and i mean EVERYONE, (as if the plane was just about to take off) the guy was still no where to be found.
I felt kinda silly standing in the middle of nowhere whilst obstructing the way, everyone was giving weird-ass stares.

5 mins later the guy came back and got me to go to seat 9A.

YES LA!!
hahaha..
i made my way upstairs.. and wa lah!!!

3 COURSE MEALS!!
very nice STEWARDS and AIR HOSTESSES
LOVELY BIG ASS SEATS!!
it allows you to recline the seats so much it's almost horizontal.. and yeah, i slept like a baby!! I could definitely get used to this!! hehe woo hoo!!

SO anyway, here are a few pics i took from Heathrow Airport..

This Kid's so cute.. he fell asleep with half a muffin on his hand. hehe
(Thank goodness his mom didn't realise i was taking a picture of her sleeping son) :)

My luggages..


THe view from where i was standing, waiting for my bus to Leicester.. :)

Here are some pictures of my pathetically small hole. . eheh

My desk, if you look closely enough, there's an apple next to my bag.. It fell into the dustbin as i was arranging my stuff.. Now i dont know whether the eat it or not.. hmmm..

And the carton of ciggies, far right is not mine..

The sink in my room.. (comes in quite convenient)

My bed.. the sun rises at 6 in the morning and i keep forgetting to shut the curtains.. so, i'm usually up quite early..

The view from the pavement just outside the apartment..