Hope

Have you ever felt you're falling 3 times faster than gravity with only you in your reckless, principle-broken mind to break the fall? 

This, while simultaneously trying to grab and digress because of hopeless disgust and disgusting hope. 

Two minds one head, one fall no breaks. 

Maybe running into oblivion and ignorance would be a better bet. That way if someone trips and breaks you along the way you'd at least stop.